So abstract…

When you spend your whole life preparing for something. The first 90% of it you’re not even sure what that thing is, but you were still driven to it. You chased even when you didn’t know what you were chasing. Then the last few years it all crystallized. Then you caught it…

You’re a dog who’s been running for his whole life, chasing a car. Now he’s got a mouth full of bumper and car crying uncle…

You’re conditioned for the chase. You’re good at the chase. It’s all you’ve done.

What do you do with your goal? Are even the right person for it anymore? Has the duration of the chase made you into some who can’t fulfill the goal? Is there even a snowball’s chance in hell that you can figure out what the hell you’re supposed to do next?

To achieve a goal, one must have a goal. I did it… So, uh, what now?

Everything that I have been is now irrelevant. I am nothing at this moment. What must I become?

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