Ex Nihilism

How do you fight a depression that is caused by living in a society that strips away all meaning? When it’s not your choice to live a meaningless live, but you’re forced to do so against your will, because the society is fake, empty and barbaric?

When every shrink sees a cis gendered white male that doesn’t know/accept his place, and pounces, seeing weakness as the opportunity to strike the death blow?

When the people who say they love you do nothing but insult you and deceive you?

If you are weak, you kill yourself.

If you’re too much of a pussy to kill yourself, you might take the half-measure and self-medicate.

When every action you take is twisted into evil?

If you are strong, you call it out. You declare (and incur even more ridicule) that, yes; I am right, and everyone else is wrong. Yes, I do have it all figured out, and you shitheads in the center of the ever sagging bell curve are what’s wrong. Because it’s true. Fuck you.

There are few at the edge of the bell curve. Duh.

This is what MGTOW was, for me. It had little to do with gender wars, or so I thought…

Women were just the ones taking advantage of it the most, and being the most predatory. It wasn’t until afterwards that I realized women created the sick hell I escaped, er, am still escaping.

Now, the chase begins… The efforts to keep me contained seemed monumental, but now I realize the efforts to put me back in my chains are orders of magnitude greater…

There is no hate in this world greater than the hate that women have for me(n).

In order to survive, I am forced to reject everything I was made to be. In His image. Everything a man should be is made into a weapon against him. It comes full circle. Self-destruction is the only path where progress can be made… A life of meaning is guarded by bloodletting by those who would force me to join their nihilism.

If imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, then what is the refusal to imitate?

“I’m offended!”

That’s what…

“They’re” going to tell you that losers go their own way. “They’re” going to steer you away from your salvation and into the chains they have waiting for you. “Winning” is obeying their demands and becoming their slave.

I’m a proud loser. In fact, that’s going to be the name of muh bote.

Absolutely everything is a lie.

It’s been a long time coming…

Yes. I own lots of cool guns. I wear flip-flops and paint my toes pretty colors. I drive a Hummer and a TDI. I ride my motorcycle with no shoes, not helmet, in shorts and a t-shirt. I am and advocate for clean energy, solar and wind power. You call it a package of bizarre contradictions. I call it perfectly logical. You’re just too stupid to see logic and reason. You’re a dumb fuckin’ animal. Literally…

None of it is a contradiction. If you’re too stupid to figure out why, fuck you for being stupid. Stupidity is merely being too lazy to think, discarding your intellect and humanity in favor of hormonal barbarism.

Black is white. Up is down. Short is long. Weak is strong. Alpha is beta. Smart is dumb. Evil is good. Good is evil. Keep talking, bitches. I’m not listening.

Integrity is not doing the right thing even when nobody is watching. Integrity includes Courage; to do the right thing even when everyone is watching, and you know you’re going to catch hell for it.

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